A 'this or that' scenario. If, for the remainder of your life you could only either:
- wreck destruction upon those who deserve to be put in their place, decimating their self-worth / value to society / property or whatever with no legal come-uppance whatsoever, (thus ensuring those who commit evil, or those who just get on your nerves, learn the hard way - influencing others the most)
or - discover how to learn to value who you are and, every day, learn something new (knowledge, skill and/or the application of either) about different subjects, attaining greater understanding of the human psyche and/or reality (thus discovering greater inner balance and harmony with your natural environment - influencing yourself the most)
... which would it be? And, of course, why?